Dear Blog,

I am so ashamed. I watched American Idol 3 nights this week. It’s bad that I watch the show, but, you know, guilty pleasures. It’s worse that I started watching in the beginning of the season, when I tried to make a strict rule about not watching until they got down to the final 12, because who are they to take up 6 months of my life with this stupid crap? But I got sucked in. The worst part, though, and where the deep shame really comes from, is watching the results show. It’s total bullshit, just another hour to sell more Coke ads. But somehow I ended up watching it last night while waiting for LOST to come on. Like I need to watch an hour of crappy beat-boxing, losers crying, Ryan Seacrest trying to be suspenseful, and tear-infused singing. It’s embarrassing, but I’m addicted. I might actually have feelings for the contestants this season (other than wanting to have sex with the kid with dreads. That’s totally acceptable.).  Ugh.